One aspect of large-group teaching and public speaking that I always underestimate is the toll these endeavours take of my energy, physical, emotional and mental.
Today I gave a major presentation to a reasonably large crowd in the morning, followed by a further forty minutes of one-on-one with audience members. Then an hour break had me back in the classroom, trying to stir my second-year students to energetic discussion of the anti-clerical themes in some selections from Boccaccio, Erasmus and Rabelais. Prowling up and down and around the classroom, reading selected passages with theatrical gusto, throwing questions out to the crowd? On top of the earlier event, it simply left me feeling worn out!
Teaching and public speaking are activities that I enjoy (and at which I hope I’m reasonably adept), but they also burn a significant amount of my reserves. I can’t expect those reserves to be restored instantly and, in truth, I’ve been fairly quiet since then. Most of my time since then has been spent in relatively low-energy activities: meeting students, ferrying family members around in the car, helping youngest with her homework, fixing dinner, setting up my Excel gradebook, answering student emails, finalizing a conference proposal, browsing the weekly flyers, watching Smallville, settling down the kids and attempting to tidy my crazily disordered house. I’d hoped to get some stitching done, too, but it’s past ten and I’m still plum worn out.
Time to recharge? I think so. Thank goodness tomorrow has nothing energy-intensive on the calendar: just meetings, paperwork and the prospect of a fun lunch with a former student. By Monday, I’ll be ready for the meat grinder, er, classroom again!