Today I received a professional disappointment. It was politely worded and all that, but, still, a disappointment that affects not only me but others — colleagues and students — who put in effort on my behalf.
Now, I’m not going to wail or wax sullen. I honestly feel worse for those who expended effort on my part. I thanked the colleague who spearheaded the effort, two years running because that’s a lot of work! I’ll thank the students who spoke on my behalf and my department that thinks so highly of me. Then I’ll move on because life’s too short to get hung up on externalities when I have so many good things going for me.
I have a grad student whose research essay is in for final revisions (one chapter still awaits my edits). I have two classes that went very well this term but for which I still have to finish marking. There are plans awaiting for the fall: book orders for two more classes to sort out and course plans to tackle. I have a conference paper to complete, a roundtable for which I need confer with my peers and the encyclopedia still hanging over my head. I have a daughter who I need to take to the park, another who needs me to help her shop for grad shoes and two dogs who always enjoy an excuse for a walk. There’s a lot to do and most of it is pretty fun (well, the marking is a bit of a slog, but the rest is all pretty good).
I figure the best way to handle a disappointment, professionally or personally, is to keep on trucking. See you once the marks are in!